Ok so, ifeels most I did already how use my emotion and try to takes many responsibilities on my action, most on everything and Exe-Connumity, I have some up and down situations as normal and drama battle with old ex-friends, well I thought they are a good friends with joke and bad joke but it was liars to everything cause I didn't lisent everyone who try to helped me but in end, that all get frustrated and Unreads only for give me a lesson as punishment from everything I did hurt without notice but past is past and I don't tolerate any excuses from anyone who try get back my past mistakes, any apologies I did make in end no one wanted hear it cause is a lost of time so many of people need ignore, in internet I did hurting everyone but in irl it was totally definitely different action.
Many people who I did promise to not alone me cause we friend, buy I didn't broke it, but is people who broke my promise cause I hear my friend said.
"you know Nova, they don't really want end up your friendship."
After I hear that, I know that will be end, that hurt me to thinking about many hurt a mistake from many years and many more going to leave you one day and this is no way I going trust them back.
This is over.
I want and wish to many people who try insults me from my mistakes, is to leave me alone and leave me move on to grieve and make my choices.
My draw I been made didn't infected everyone in real life and fanfiction, that make realistic how many impact everything been judged and points me on your finger, and don't forget everyone who are adults can draw and showcase arts if we want to.
You all don't need to force someone to cancel artist cause you cant draw and all you do is judge and give bad criticism and black insults to harass every adults cause a past mistake and call out, cause all you want is let's go all you frustrating and want to give your own judgement but that hurt to your future friendship and someone who give you a hand to be your friend for later.
actually it's not me who destroyed everything but it's you, I don't know about harassing or insulting you like that, but just that you realize that when you hurt someone, well, there's no going back and the person doesn't trust you back for long times.
I beg you in any way I want you to leave me in peace and quiet to act as if I don't exist for you and for you to continue your life normally as peaceful as possible I don't want to interfere on any of your problems so please leave me.
Thank you.